the powderpuff happened, but this aint bout it

Wow im not really sure what to say, I just found out that I have a rare disease and have around 70-80 years left to live. As you can guess the news was pretty devastating to me, so it got me thinking about what I want to do before I die, and I made a choice, a choice that will change my life forever; I decided that one day I will, pick up a phone say "hello, sorry wrong number" and hang up, when no one really called, that goal might be tough but I think I can handle it. sometimes you just have to take a step back and smell the rain on the pavement, and to think that somewhere, somewhere way out in the distance, or maybe even quite near there is someone working on an essay worrying about their grade in English, history foreign languages, or any class, instead of doing something that they enjoy. For instance, maybe John Doe or Jane smith should call one of their friends planning to chat on the phone momentarily so they can make plans to visit each other to go get something to eat, and work on the essay while they're conversing at their meal. That’s just one circumstance that the average human faces that can be resolved in a manner that fits both the needs of the present and future.
Now I was sitting at the computer thinking of all the things the world threw at me today and I wondered what on earth I should post about. The truth is that the only reasons that you might read this blog is that A. you wanted to be entertained B. your stalking me. C. you are curious about my opinions on life. And D. the thought crossed your mind that you haven’t read any of my bogs and you wanted to see what’s going on in my life. But, you see, none of those reasons concern me at all. Now after regarding the previous I must ask a hypothetical question; why do I write these blogs? Is there a reason? The answers to those questions are pretty hard to figure out. But I just happen to be a smart cookie, so I will explain the answers to you in as much detail as possible. Im a nice guy, I really am. Now to the first question. Why do I write these blogs?....Well, I write these blogs so people can read them and comment on them and when people comment on them I read their comments thus completing the circle. Also I write these blogs so in the future I can come by and read them myself, therefore creating entertainment for myself, therefore once again, though confined to myself, completing another circle. As for the second Question: Is there a reason?... yes, yes there are reasons, but, once again im a smart cookie, I just was redundant to cement a point into my post. You might ask " you said none of those reasons concern you at all, you just made a reason for posting in your blog. What’s up with that?" if you weren’t going to ask that ,well, I hopefully stirred the thought up in your mind. The reason none of those reasons concern me but I can still find reasons to post in my blog is that; my subconscious "tells" me to do those things so i can be entertained and you cant question your subconscious, and nether can I. Im not sure if i finished writing yet but i probably should get to sleep. This post I am just going to copy and paste into my other blogs just in case someone only reads one of my blogs.mmm-kayy yeah drugs are bad mmmmmm-kaaaayyyyy